The Beginning: A Limbo Proposition May took a deep breath...and then another, relishing in the feeling. It was the first time in the last five - or was it fifteen? - minutes that she could so without pain. All that smoke made it hard to breathe. It made it hard to see too, for that matter. She remembered how she'd ended up in all that smoke. She had been trying to work on her still unfinished thesis and had become extremely frustrated. Since it was a lovely day in April and she wasn't making progress on her thesis, May left the campus to walk in the neighborhoods just beyond "the ivory tower". She wasn't really paying attention to where she was going, but her feet seemed to lead her to that particular street. It was her natural curiosity that led her to the crowd. "Disasters lead to pandimonium and confusion," someone once told her. And that was definitely true at the scene of the fire. People were screaming, running, and crying; May got hit by passing people a couple of times as she tired to get closer to the the burning house. Then she heard, "Somebody help me! My baby, my Melissa is still in there! Somebody help me, PLEASE! My baby, my baby!" Now normally, like all onlookers, May would have been properly saddened and worried, but not about to dash into any burning building. This case was different. Melissa was the name of a sweet little girl she tutored... and the fire was in Melissa's neighborhood. Without really thinking about it, May fought through the panicky crowd and dashed into the building. The smoke choked and blinded her almost immediately, but she found Melissa and was fighting back toward the door...and then... And then she was here, wherever here was. Hey, at least she could breathe. "Good. You're awake. Hello, May Lavon Hammond." May opened her eyes slowly. At first she saw a lot of white, then she saw a female in a long white shirt and white pants. The woman's skin was the color of peanut butter, making her only slightly lighter in color than May herself. She had shoulder length hair that was a reddish-brown color, almost bronzy. The woman's hair also seemed to glow. 'Maybe I should ask who her hairdresser is,' May thought. The most strikingly thing about this woman were eyes. They were brown, but they were kind eyes, almost too kind to be believed. The woman smiled, "That was a very selfless thing you did down there. It impressed a lot of us here." "Melissa? Is she-" "She's fine, May. Not a scratch on her, just some minor smoke inhalation. But she'll be fine." "And me?" May asked as she slowly sat up, noticing that there were no IVs or any kind of medical equipment in the room at all. She also noticed that the room was unnaturally white. "Where am I? What hospital am I in?" The woman standing in front of May smiled again, but it was sad this time. "May, you aren't in a hospital." May looked down at what she was wearing. It was the same thing she put on that morning...with no soot or fire damage. That wasn't possible...unless..."I'm dead, then?" Her companion nodded. Strangely enough, being dead didn't really bother May much...yet. "So, is this Heaven or Hell?" "Neither." "Is this Purgatory?" "Of course not, May. You're Protestant, not Catholic. We don't send Protestants to Purgatory." That last statement puzzled May. Now she had a lot of questions and was getting a little nervous. "So where -?" Her companion sat down in front of May and took her hands, which were beginning to shake. "I don't mean to frighten you. Let me start over. First, my name is Imani, and I'm a proposer. I guess the best way to think of me is...well, think of me as a 'Special Projects' angel." "Like Monica, Tess, and Andrew on 'Touched by an Angel'?" Imani shrugged, "Well, sort of. Anyway, if you were bound for judgement immediately, you'd be asleep right now." "Asleep?" Imani smiled, "Yes, May. But you knew this on some level already. Why else would dead people look like they are sleeping? Besides that, you know the story of Jesus healing Jairus's daughter. Didn't he tell the people mourning her death that the girl was 'merely sleeping'?" May slowly nodded her head, still confused. The angel Imani continued, "As I was saying, the people who aren't given a proposition sleep until the judgement...for the most part... except it is more complicated than that. After that, they go onto where they belong." "So, there is no Heaven or Hell?" Imani smiled again, "Of course there is, but it is more complicated than that. For starters-" Imani paused. Then, as if remembering a time constraint, she stood, while still holding on to May's hands, which effectively pulled May to her feet. "Well, if I keep running my mouth like this, we'll never get to the point. Follow me." May followed Imani down a long white hall to a white office. After stepping inside, May asked, "Why is everything so blindingly white?" "It is what makes you comfortable." "Excuse me?" "This whole area is generated by what would make your spirit comfortable. Don't feel bad about the white; most people I talk to see white...well, expect for that Lutheran that had the intense interest in all things Goth. Anyway, have a seat," Imani finished, pointing to a white rocking chair, whose back and arms were made of green ivy. May sat... or rather sank into the chair, which she also discovered was a recliner. "I see what you mean by the comfort thing." Imani smiled as she sat across from May. "Now, you're being offered a unique opportunity. You don't have to take it; and, should you refuse, your refusal will not affect your judgement in any way. Neither will your acceptance. You were chosen for this opportunity because of who you were, what you did to save Melissa, and because of the faith of the family you'll be helping." The middle reason made sense to May. The last seemed a little odd, but May just chalked that up to the power of prayer. The first reason Imani gave, however, made no sense at all...to the point where it bothered May. She didn't think being May merited any special favors. "Because of who I was?" Imani nodded, "Most souls live and die in one life. In a few special souls, however, is a fission or part that has appeared more than once. In your case, it has appeared three times. And, like most people carrying a fission, you have stuck near your bases of origin in each life." "What do you mean?" "Well, the first time your fission popped up, its home was where Richmond, England is now. Remember how tied you felt to London and the Thames when you visited in your most current lifetime?" May nodded. "And the second time your fission appeared, it was born in the county closest to your most recent hometown...and - well, let's put it this way. Remember how tied you felt to Jamestown? And how that year when you watched the Colonial ships sail into port, it felt odd because you thought you should be on one sailing away?" May nodded again. She remembered thinking that feeling of wrongness mixed with deja vu was a little odd at the time, but she had chalked it up to being a native Virginian who loved colonial history. Imani's mention of it raised a few more questions. "But I don't understand. Who-" Imani looked at the confused May with compassion, "Your people named you Matoaka, but the world came to know you as one of the saviors of Jamestown, the Indian princess-" "Pocahontas," May breathed. "I was Pocahontas?" "Part of your soul was Pocahontas. You aren't the same people, although you are similar. Remember that." May nodded. "So would you like to hear about this opportunity?" "I'll admit, I'm curious." And frightened and suspious and totally confused, May added in her head. She didn't say this aloud because...well, one doesn't talk to an angel like that. She was beginning to understand how Mary felt when the angel Gabriel visited her. But Mary didn't have to deal with being dead on top of her news. Imani paused for a moment and smiled, almost as if she knew that May was totally confused. "May, I promise that everything you need to know you know already or I'll tell you soon. I'll just tell you the background and you can decide what you want to do. Okay?" Imani smiled and patted May on the shoulder before she walked around to sit at the desk beside May's chair. "Okay, let me give you the background. A long time ago, Earth was ruled by a royal family. The family was responsible and kind with a strong faith in the Creator you call God. This king and queen were blessed with a properous planet, few problems, and three sons who had all found love like the ones their parents shared. "But a powerful nearby empire took a greedy interest in the planet and sought to force Earth into its empire via an alliance. In the best interest of its people, the Earth royal family did much to protect its planet, even agreeing to the tough terms of the alliance. But evil saw its opening and took it, ending the lives of many innocents. "The leader of the nearby empire had at her disposal someone with the ability to move through different dimensions and time. She charged this time walker to arrange the future to best benefit her daughter. This time walker acted accordingly. Among the things she did was to scatter the Earth royals and their loves across dimensions and time-" "And God, MY God, just LET this happen?" May asked, outraged. Who werethese people who just thought they could interfere with time, with God's plan? Who asks someone to screw with the universe to for their own benefit? And surely people just couldn't up and interfere with God's plan, could they? "Let it happen? Yes. Approved of it? No. Time and the events within it are His domain, for a variety of good reasons. But He allowed this to happened so He could place fissions of souls in necessary places according to His will. In other words, God used this to place the members of the royal family where and when they were most needed." Hearing that calmed May down a little. 'God's plan happens in spite of everything. At least this is something that I can understand. But the rest of this...' May tuned back in as she realized that Imani was continuing. "Lately, however, this time walker is becoming very smug. In order to right one of the wrongs this time walker committed and to put her on notice that she is being watched and judged, you are given the opportunity to become a time walker for a month to reunite the sons of the royal family. Do you accept?" May stared at Imani. It was a lot to be thrown at a person all at once. On top of this, her head was spinning with lots of unanswered questions. 'This is everything I need to know? Yeah, right.' May thought. It was very hard to have coherent thoughts. And no wonder! Her beliefs had been proved, disproved, and confused all in about twenty minutes. She realized it all wasn't about her. It was about this poor family. This was probably the result of prayers from the queen. Yet, one question still had to be answered for May, before she could put anything in perspective, before she could make a decision. "But why me?" Imani smiled and there was a twinkle in her eye this time, as if she knew something that May did not. "A fission of your soul was alive when this family ruled. Part of you knows the whole family well. That fission will help you talk to the sons once you find them...should you accept." May sighed. Three brothers torn apart by a power play. A planet destroyed by greed. It she could help this royal family in any way, she would. She would want someone to help her family if the situations were reversed. Besides, hadn't she been praying for God to use her? This just wasn't what she had had in mind when she prayed. 'It pays to be specific,' May thought to herself. What she actually said aloud was, "I accept." Imani smiled, "Thank you, May. Now take a look at the screen behind you while I tell you more about the three princes, scattered across three dimensions." A picture of a young dark haired male appeared. He was wearing what looked like a green uniform of some kind. "This is the youngest, Prince Arlington. In this incarnation, the person who holds the fission is known as Urameshi Yusuke, that is Yusuke Urameshi to you. He has a bit of a foul mouth and a temper. He is also a spirit detective in this dimension. You can contact him at any point in his life, but he'll probably be more likely to believe you after he's become a spirit detective than before he does." A second picture flashed up. Like the first young man, this one also had dark hair. This new picture was somewhat older than the first, maybe around the age of 17. "This is the middle son, Prince Tremaine, in this incarnation the person holding his fission is known as Terry McGinnis. Terry has a history of being what some would call a juveline delinquent, much like Yusuke actually, except that Terry grew out of it...with some help from a juveline detention facility. "Terry now has a new 'after school job'. He is Batman, a masked superhero for the city of Gotham, although not necessarily well liked by the police. He has strong protection instincts and is very loyal. I'd keep that in mind." The picture changed for the third time. May laughed to herself as she looked at the latest picture. Talk, dark and handsome seemed to be the theme of these pictures. Okay, Yusuke wasn't all that tall, but he was the youngest. "This," Imani continued, "is the heir apparent, Prince Endymion, known to many in this incarnation as Chiba Mamoru, again Mamoru Chiba to you. The plus here is that Mamoru knows that he is Prince Endymion and is aware of the existence of time walkers. The drawback is that this dimension, which is, incidently, the same dimension in which you lived as May, is most heavily manipulated by the rogue time walker. Endymion doesn't remember his parents from this lifetime or from his life as prince. All he knows is heavily influenced by the 'reality' created by the time walker for the benefit of the empress's daughter. He knows nothing of his brothers or his former love." As the screen went black, Imani got up and walked across the room to a closet. She opened it and pulled out a staff with what looked like an axe and a crystal ball fused together on the end. "There are a few rules," Imani said as she held the staff. "First, you have a month. Exactly four weeks. That's it. As this entire situation proves, giving anyone unlimited sway over time is a bad idea, hence the time limit. Anyway, before the end of the month, you must return everyone to their correct dimensions. This won't take more than four seconds, but you need to make sure you have those four seconds. "Second, you cannot force anyone to go with you. All of the sons have a right to refuse. No kidnapping. "Third, this opportunity is for uniting the royals only. No 'fixing' other tragedies. This is not the time to see what would have happened if Malcolm X wasn't shot or if LBJ had pulled out of Vietnam early. And no side trips to Florida to see what would have happened if Al Gore became president in 2000." At this Imani smiled, "We know you, May. So no helping." "Fourth, while you can wear anything appropriate in whatever dimension you are in, you must wear the standard uniform when walking time or using the staff." Imani tossed May the outfit. May held it up and stared at it. "It's a sailor unifom... except the skirt is practically non-existant! And it's skin tight! And why is is it white, pink, and navy?" Imani smiled, "There is a reason for that, which you'll see during your journey. Also, be careful. Although the empress's time walker won't notice you right away, she will eventually. And she may react as if you are a threat. Be prepared to defend yourself. "Finally, May, don't forget your faith and ethics. You'll need them when you make decisions." Imani tossed May a watch and the staff, "The watch will count down the month for you. It starts as soon as you enter the realm of time. You'll have a space outside of time to view dimensions and make decisions." Imani smiled, "Good luck, May." 'I'm probably gonna need it,' May thought. - to be continued -