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Shadows of Psyche by Papirini

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It is completely quiet near the main gates of the misty wastelands.


Throughout the ages, only a lucky few have managed to break through those prehistoric cobalt gates, and enter into the hallowed ground, to exploit the power within. Even fewer have managed to find the smaller entrances into the silent world of infinite boundaries, for they were normally well hidden and protected by powerful magic.


Protected by one person throughout the duration of the universe. Outside of real time, within a place situated both within and outside the the universe, only one person had overseen the natural order of things.


That will change, soon enough.




The first sensation that Mnemosyne felt was pain. Aching pains in her head, on her arms, and the dull pain shooting up her back. For once, though, pain was a good thing; pain meant she was still alive, if injured.


....sister......


It was gone, she realized in the back of her mind. The second sensation was shock, for it was completely gone. Her planet, her sister's planet, everything they had worked for was gone in the blink of an eye. She didn't know whether to cry, or scream, or resort to taking it out on herself. She had seen it with her own eyes; the world just crashed around them, shaking that one final time....


It was all too much for an injured mind to take in at once. Or perhaps she was used to the destruction. Either way, the information was simply ejected from the forefront of her mind for the time being, stored for later, when she could properly mourn.


Lethe.


Woozily, she looked around, composing herself for whatever lay ahead. She turned to her left to check on Lethe, who had been worse off than her; she then turned to her right, then looked around more frantically, when Lethe did not appear to be with her. She tensed and sat up when she realized Lethe was gone.


“Lethe?! Where....!”


It was silent and foggy, to the point where it reminded Mnemosyne of where they had just left, before it had finally collapsed, though she did her best to shut those moments out. She had shivered violently back on Lethe at the cold, the howling winds; in the new void, though, it was the opposite feeling. It felt like a sauna, the heat causing her to sweat.


“Lethe? Lethe?!?


Suddenly, another wind flew in front of Mnemosyne. This time, however, it was the wind made by a rather large object, which was thrust under Mnemosyne's throat before she could get away.


“Get up.” The voice, though rough and low, was not an entirely bad thing, for Mnemosyne realized that, at least, she wouldn't die alone. “Now.”



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Lethe had never seen such a place before.


.....So quiet.....


The dark castle in front of her was dimly lit and surrounded by fog – a solitary citadel in the endless, empty landscape. In terms of fortresses, Lethe had seen far bigger in her time – this new palace was dwarfed many times over by the Shadow Galactica , and Lethe's own castle, while minuscule, was still bigger than the house she stood before. There were two rivers which surrounded the castle, Lethe noticed, and even these were wider than the castle.


I wonder....what is here.....


She had woken up, much as Mnemosyne had, realizing her sister was gone. She limped as she walked along, calling Mnemosyne's name, as her leg had been injured during the final destruction. Her head still swam from her newest brush with death; indeed, when she saw the castle, she thought that she was surely dreaming that anything could live in the abyss.


She finally came to the entrance of the building, and paused at the doors, spotting the waning and waxing moon signs that adorned them. She remembered one with the moon sign, she who had intruded upon Shadow Galactica that fateful day when Lethe was to ferry six uninvited guests to their doom.


That attempt to please their master didn't quite go the way Lethe had anticipated. Somehow, parts of the party managed to break Lethe's hold over them, no thanks in part to Mnemosyne. Indeed, of the eight individuals who stood at the banks of the desert rivers, five were killed by Galaxia's most loyal followers. Lethe and Mnemosyne had been among them, for disobedience, and once they were gone, the rivers were no more.


....What is the use...


Betrayal leading to betrayal, leading to betrayal. Lethe had betrayed her people, then her professed savior. Now, she was betraying the memory of her mother. Succumbing to inevitability, then, and throwing caution to the wind, Lethe pushed the doors open and stumbled inside.


The interior of the castle was certainly not as impressive as that of Galaxia's, at least in terms of instilling fear into enemies. On the contrary, the main hall seemed small, cozy and welcoming, with light cream walls decorated with portraits, candles and bright red tapestries. The doorways that led to other points of the castle were large and paneled with white, as was the staircase that led to the second floor. Above Lethe was a large chandelier, lined with a red gem that Lethe could not identify


What.....is this?


Near one of the doors was an oak roll-top desk, with scattered papers and a half-filled glass of red drink sitting inside. On top were images of various women – smiling, making music, playing games, posing in many different positions – staring back at Lethe. They all looked familiar, as if she had seen them before, in another time, another place, but she could not point out where.


At the sight of the last picture, however, something clicked within Lethe's memories. It was a picture of two people, smiling at the camera. One was a short, almost stubby, girl with pink hair somewhat like her own, and pink eyes, much like Mnemosyne's. But it was not that girl that held Lethe's attention; it was the other, taller woman, who held onto the young girl, that caught her eyes.


The long, dark green hair. The tall, thin body. The piercing, dark red eyes staring back at her. Lethe stared at the picture, memories of a time long past resurfacing after years of burial. For one moment, Lethe doubted, but the longer she stared, the more her doubts disappeared, her confusion and shock growing by the minute.



Mother....!”

Mama, come back!”

Mother....is gone.”



It....can't be. This....?


Lethe's attention came back to reality at the sound of the opening door. She quickly turned, her eyes frantically searching for a hiding place as the door began to swing open. She spotted a doorway to her right, and started towards it.


“Running is futile.”


Lethe froze as she heard the voice. It was low and throaty, foreign to her ears. Yet there was that tinge of familiarity that came along with it, the feeling that somewhere, somehow, she had heard the voice in the past. Slowly, she turned around to face her assailant.


“I knew you were here.” The figure smiled, with Mnemosyne leaning on her. “Have no fear....I will not hurt you.”

“Sister!!”


The sisters' eyes met, relief washing over them as they saw the other. Lethe, however, shifted her eyes towards the new figure, who gently let Mnemosyne go to her sister's arms.


“I welcome you to my domain, Sailor Lethe and Sailor Mnemosyne.” The woman was clad in a black sailor suit, its form eerily similar to that of the girl who defeated the twins. “I am Sailor Pluto.”



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The girls had never had such food in their lives.


Lethe stuffed herself until she felt ready to burst with a bland white grain that was placed before them, while Mnemosyne busied herself with a pile of tangy white meat slathered in a thin brown sauce. Their host had prepared it for them while they tended to their wounds in the study, which was lined with books, chairs and statues of figures unknown to the girls. Once they had finished, Pluto had set her long table for them and invited them to eat as much as they wanted before leaving them to their own devices.


Eat they did, as they had not had a meal since before they died on Shadow Galactica. Whatever it was they were being served, it was unlike anything they had eaten before in their lives. Lethe was used to the disgusting artificial food tablets on her planet, while Mnemosyne was used to sweet tree fruits and ambrosia. With Galaxia, they were subjected to a meager diet of three pieces of mooli, a slice of soured cheese and a pile of sub par grain paste once a day.


As the two finished and let their grateful stomachs settle, Pluto returned to the room, sitting on the table with her long silver staff in hand.


“How was your dinner?”

“Mmmm...”Lethe wiped her face with her hands. “Very good.”

“Delicious.” Mnemosyne smiled. “Is this food from the planet Pluto?”

“Not quite.” Pluto looked down. “It actually comes from a world called Earth.”

“Earth...”


The two girls looked at each other with recognition of the word. They had heard it numerous times from their golden master, whenever she came by to rant and rave about her great rival.


“....Sailor Moon.”

“She resides there,” Pluto nodded with confirmation. “As do other sailor soldiers, including myself. You have met her before, I see.”

“....We have.” Lethe looked uneasy as she spoke. “It was, well, some time ago.”

“When you ferried her across the river, correct?”

“Wha...” Lethe nearly jumped up at this. “How...?”

“I am the guardian of time.” Pluto looked at Lethe for a moment, as if she were examining her, though she still smiled. “I am a being that can live outside of time, and thus am omnipresent and omniscient of everything that has occurred since time began. I can see the experiences of everyone and everything in this universe. Even the possibilities and probabilities of all that is and all that will be are within the grasp of my knowledge.”

“...Wow....”

“...But even without my omnipresence, I am an old hand at reading faces.” Pluto's smile seemed warm, though to Lethe there was something more to it, though she could not put her finger on it. “So there is very little you can hide from me either way.”

“So...are you an ancient sailor?” Mnemosyne stared at Pluto with awe. “You've lived outside of time all these years?”

“Cumulatively, Sailor Pluto – in this form, with this unique identity - is over 10,000 years old.” The two girls gasped at this number. “Though due to some circumstances beyond my control, this is technically the second version of my body. A more human version of my ageless self, exposed to mortality through Sailor Moon's power of healing. So I will probably not live as long as I had before, though I certainly don't regret it.”

“...Huh.”


Lethe and Mnemosyne stared at her, simply unable to believe it. It was more of the fact that she knew so much, and perhaps, even more, the fact that she knew Sailor Moon, the girl who had defeated them. Yet she seemed trustworthy, not vengeful at all, even though they themselves had worked for the woman who undoubtedly killed her.


“As for you, it was fate that you would, perhaps, one day, come through the door.” The sailor looked down upon them with an imposing eye. “It is good that you have made it. You, the last two living soldiers who guarded the rivers of Shadow Galactica.”

“The last two...” Lethe and Mnemosyne stood up at this. “Then the others...?!”

“They chose to take their ultimate forms, and faded into the Cauldron to become stars in the night skies.” Pluto turned away. “Their planets have been taken over by displaced soldiers. Renamed, reconstructed, everything. Their doors disappeared when they did.”

“Doors.....” Mnemosyne stared at Pluto. “They....had doors as well?”

“Yes.”


With a motion of her hand, Pluto bade the girls to a massive window at the other end of the dining room. The two silently obeyed, unsure of what they were expected to see. Quietly, they stood behind Pluto, who stopped in front of the window.


“Rivers....!!”

“Two rivers....” Lethe stared at the two rivers that flowed beside the castle and into the distance. “Just like the ones that we protected for Galaxia-sama...”

“Yes. You see,” Pluto paused. “In the beginning, I knew of all the rivers. Their powers were to be within my domain, and when I assumed my guardianship, I received into my hands six lights from the queen of the stars. She was the crystal that carried the power of the Cauldron, potentially the most powerful creature to behold. Her word was law over many sailor soldiers, and once she had given me my stewardship, I was never allowed to leave it. So this is where I stayed, the gates of time, with six sailor crystals to be used to aide me in my mission.”

“Your mission to guard time.”

“Six rivers were to surround the Gates of Time, and I was to install them.” Pluto closed her eyes. “But as the years began to pass, I stalled to awaken these soldiers. My stewardship was lonely, yes, and I longed to have companionship, longed to share the burden. But I also remembered another thing; that I had never had a choice in my destiny. A sailor soldier's destiny is to protect that which she loves, and in order to do this, she would choose what she loves. I did not love what I did, and I did not choose to protect it. For me to force that burden upon others....I would never escape from my guilt.”


Pluto's eyes glazed over slightly at this.


“So one day...I took the lights and cast them away. I knew there would be ramifications, but I didn't care. I wanted them to live.”


The two looked at Pluto, unbelieving at what they were hearing and seeing. Her figure was so familiar to them, and it began to make sense to them now, as to why.



You must never open the door...



“Once the seeds left the Gates of Time, I was confronted by Queen Serenity, the woman who charged me with my mission.” Pluto looked down. “She said nothing as I told her what I did. She didn't look at me with contempt when I looked into her eyes. Once I finished, she took my rod from me and struck the ground. I could feel the distant rumbles upon the ground, which echoed throughout Time; I became scared, but my queen only smiled at me. That was the creation of the doors.”

“The forbidden doors.”

“She told me that she did not hate me for my rebellious decision, that she would have done the same thing in my place. However, those soldiers that would come from the crystals were still bound to me and to Time, and they had to be given a chance to fulfill their duty to her crown – the waters would have a chance to mingle with one another, as they should have, with Time. And that was how it happened. I didn't want the doors to exist, but they did, guarded by the rivers. I knew one day someone would come through, and I worried about it. I didn't want them to be bound as I was, but until the death of my queen, it seemed there was no other way.”


Pluto closed her eyes at this with a smile. She was upset about the death of her queen, no doubt, but even so, Lethe and Mnemosyne saw something of a relief when she spoke of death. She then turned and began to walk off; the twins followed suit.


“I was bound to the queen, and her descendants, and so I was bound to Sailor Moon, the daughter.” Lethe's eyes widened at this as Pluto went into the hall and opened the door to the outside. “But the princess' rule was...is...different. At the fall of the queen's kingdom, she and her guardians were sent to the mortal world of Earth and were reborn. She became human, felt human emotions, believed in her power and wished to live life as she wanted. Everything she knows of is precious to her. Even after I disobeyed the rules that bound me to my burden, and forfeit my life for it, she gave me what I never expected – freedom. I became mortal. I was not as powerful as I was, but living on Earth, I don't regret it.”

“You can leave here now?”

“I can. I have a human identity.”

“Hmph.” Lethe looked down. “Even if Sailor Moon is on Earth, what could be there that we didn't have on our planets?”

“Life.”

“No offense, Sailor Pluto.” Lethe smiled coldly. “I just don't think Earth could compare to Lethe. Mortality the human way....I've heard how long humans live. I've heard about all the stuff that happens on planets with full-blooded humans. War, hate.....just like us, but more intense, and they die off so quickly. I'm not too big on that.”

“Lethe...”

“Besides, the chance of your sailor soldier friends being as forgiving as Sailor Moon is slim.” Lethe looked down. “We did work for Galaxia-sama, after all.”

“So did we.”


The two looked up at the woman at this, shocked. They did not expect this coming from a woman of such bearing. But her face looked sincere; she looked into them, as if she could see what they were thinking, and she smiled.


“Don't be afraid of the past, Lethe.” Pluto looked up. “There is the future that must be tended to. Four rivers have disappeared forever for the sins of one, but two are left that can still mingle here. You are here; you have returned to the Gates of Time, a moment I both feared and hoped for.”

“Pluto....”

“But the time finally has come for the next step in your long lives; the time in your lives when you were forced to work for another has ended. There is nothing left for you on your planets, for there is nothing left of them. So I must give you some bad news.”

“Bad news...?”

“Because I would like you to live on Earth.”


The three became dead silent at this. If there were crickets in the Gates of Time, they certainly would have chirped.


“You.....what?”


Finally, they both spoke, staring at the dark-skinned soldier as her proposition came to them. They certainly could not believe what they were hearing from her mouth.


“Live.....on the Earth?” Lethe's voice was filled with fear. “Live....on a planet we know next to nothing about? How can we....what will we protect with your sailor soldiers there?”

“You will help me, of course, if you wish.” Pluto brought her hand up, motioning towards the mists of the time stream. “Time, Memory, and Oblivion – they are three powers that go hand in hand, among the others. Even with all my power, there are some things that even I cannot control – there are still those who break through illegally into the time stream, to try and bend it to their will, which not even I can stop. That is why the rivers were needed in the past; I did not have that foresight when I began to understand that. Now I do.”

“And the waters can mingle once more....”

“Mnemosyne?”

“We can protect the rivers here too.” There was a new determination in Mnemosyne's voice. “All things must pass the Rivers of Time. Just like we protected the rivers on our planets...just like we rode the double moat at Shadow Galactica...just as those rivers guarded the grove. Our powers can be used here to surround the Gates of Time and repulse intruders. Those who wish to come here must drink the waters of the stream.”

“But....” Lethe looked up at Pluto, startled. “How will we live? We still know nothing of Earth. We're not like the humans that live there! And even if we were....” Lethe shut her eyes. “The pain....the suffering....all the years we spent on our planets....we can't change any of that.”

“Sister....”

“I know Sailor Moon is there, isn't she? Still I could never look her in the eyes after what I did to her....”

“No,” Pluto slowly replied. “You're right. Even with all my rhetoric, you can't change the past. But I might be able to help you to deal with it, even just a little, as well as acclimate you to Earth, if you choose that path.”


With that, Pluto walked towards the streams, and brought her rod down, jewel first. At this, Lethe and Mnemosyne's chests began to glow.


“Please take your seed, and approach the stream you want to dedicate yourself to, if you choose to take this duty.” Pluto's voice echoed through the air as their sailor crystals floated out of their bodies. “Dip your seed into the waters.”

“Our crystals...!”

“Oh, Lethe....!”

“Don't worry.” Pluto's voice softened. “As long as you are within the time stream, my extracting your sailor crystal will not kill you. I will not steal your life force; I am simply giving your seeds to you so you may perform the necessary steps.”


The two girls looked at one another worriedly, still expecting to die, remembering the last time their sailor crystals were taken from them. After a minute, however, nothing happened.


“...I guess this is it.” Mnemosyne slowly took her crystal. “I'll take the left one if you don't mind.”

“Hmph.” Lethe grabbed her crystal. “You always take the left stream.”


With that, the two girls approached their chosen waters and thrust their crystals into them. Suddenly, both rivers bubbled and turned white when the crystals touched them. Rays of colors danced off the waves as the girls took their hands out in amazement, only to find their crystals gone.


“Our....”

“They have returned to your bodies.” The two turned to Pluto, who now held something else in her hands. “Now. Take a handful of water from your anointed rivers, and pour it in here.”


Compliantly, the two soldiers did so, admiring what Pluto held as they did. It was a chalice, pure white on the outside, with winged handled and a golden moon on top, it's flask open. Once the two were finished, Pluto took up her staff, touching the cup gently with her glowing talisman. There was a flash of light at this transaction, but it was brief, and Pluto brought her staff down once more.


“This is the last task, if you wish to undertake this mission. This is not required, but I wish to give you a choice that I was certainly not given.” She looked at the two girls. “The powers of Time, Memory and Oblivion are now mingling within this chalice. But within the Holy Grail, also, is Sailor Moon's power to heal, and it can heal you of the most severe pains you have experienced. All you must do is drink this.”

“....That's it?”

“That is all.” Pluto's voice lowered. “But I must warn you. Once you drink of this, its power cannot be lifted. The reason I tell you this is because once you taste it, you will be....different.”

“Different?”

“You will no longer be what you were. You will not be Sailor Lethe and Sailor Mnemosyne, not in the way you are now. You will be an Earth human like me.....mortal, and subject to what being mortal brings.”


The two girls looked at one another at this. Various thoughts raced through their minds at what was being told to them.


“As such, your body will not be as strong as it is now, and it will age.” Pluto hesitated. “Your powers will be lessened greatly outside of the time stream when you fight. You cannot stay as a sailor forever, as your body may run out of energy to upkeep your transformations. You may even forget your past – not all of it, but many parts of it.”

“You mean...”

“Your new forms will....not be as perfect, just as I have said.” Pluto looked to each of them. “You can choose to stay in your current forms, though, stay here and guard the rivers from here for all eternity with your powers. But if you do that you cannot ever come to Earth.”

“This is such a terrible choice you're giving us, Sailor Pluto!” Lethe looked at Pluto suspiciously. “It's as if you don't trust us...”

“It's not you I don't trust,” the guardian responded. “The people of Earth....are not very open to the idea of interplanetary life as other worlds are. Most of them do not even believe that life exists anywhere else. That is why, on Earth, we also have our civilian identities, to protect us from the people's ignorance.”

“....And you're not forcing us to do this?”

“I won't force you to choose.” Pluto held up the cup. “If you want, I can throw this away right now, and you never have to bother with it again. You can stay here as you are, and perhaps one day even find another planet to guard these rivers from. But you cannot leave here until you do.”

“To choose.....”


Lethe stared at the cup, unable to choose at first. A life of mortality seemed scary, or at least mundane, to her. She had lived for so long that growing old and dying was a foreign concept to her; making another identity seemed unnatural.


So she hesitated in choosing; she wasn't sure what she could possibly expect with life as a human. She knew nothing of Earth and, before now, had cared to know nothing of it. Lastly, while there were obviously some things she wouldn't have minded forgetting, there were some things that she did not ever want to forget. It was not all bad on her old planet; there was so much she wanted to keep in her mind to cherish.


Then I've decided. Lethe's eyes slit with determination. I'll tell her my decision.


She opened her mouth to speak just as Mnemosyne's hand grasped the grail.


“I do....Mnemosyne!?!?!


Before Lethe could do anything, Mnemosyne had already taken several gulps of the concoction. With one final swallow, Mnemosyne, the white water drizzling down her chin, handed the cup back to Pluto, who obligingly took it back.


“So, Mnemosyne.....” Pluto's face showed little emotion at this. “You've decided.”

“Yes......”

Mnemosyne!!!!

“It's....it's ok, Lethe....” The girl began to sway, her face turning pale. “I don't...I don't regret anything.....really....”


With a sigh, Mnemosyne began to stagger towards Lethe, who promptly took her sister into her arms. Sensing that the mauve clad soldier's strength was quickly waning, Lethe quickly went down to her knees, taking Mnemosyne with her


“Sister....!” The realization of what she did hit Lethe. “Why....?!”

“....Sister......” The drink was taking a quick effect on Mnemosyne. “I.....wanted to.....”

“But why?!?” Lethe shook her sister hard. “You could have stayed this way, like we always were! We could have protected the rivers from the gates like Pluto said we could. Like we did on our planets...we could even look for another planet to live on in these forms!! Why......would you give it up.....?!?”

“....Silly.....” The smile on Mnemosyne's face stunned Lethe. “I thought....we had nothing.....to lose.....”

“I....”

“Goodbye, Lethe....” Mnemosyne's face slowly buried into Lethe's chest. “....sister............”

“No! No!!


Lethe sucked in air and cried Mnemosyne's name as she tried to revive her sister, with no success. It wasn't that she was dead; she was only sleeping. But Lethe could see something was already missing, that the light within was starting to dim.


“No......Mnemosyne.....”


Lethe hugged her partner tightly, what was left of her partner. She felt cold inside, realizing what had just happened. Her sister was gone, and she was to be alone in her duty.


She didn't want to be alone.


“Sailor Lethe.....” She looked up at Pluto; if there was any emotion towards what had just happened, none showed still on the guardian's face. “Now, it's your choice.”


Lethe looked at the cup, then at her sister, than at the cup again. She couldn't understand it, not at first. She couldn't understand why her sister had given up all she had – her memories, her family, the protection of the stars - for a life of uncertainty.


Then she remembered.



"I turned back that time, when I realized what it was....I was fearful then. Perhaps that was the reason all of this happened. But now that the world is gone, I have nothing to lose. I may as well open the door this time....with or without you."


"Lethe!! Wait!!!!"


"Mnemosyne."


"I'll go. I don't care. I'll stay with you no matter what!"



She remembered all that she and Mnemosyne had gone through together, from the time they were born, until they were chosen as senshi; from their incresing differences to the war that broke out between their planets; then, Galaxia. The Cauldron. Death, and the return to life. Finally, to the door, and beyond that.


No matter that Lethe and Mnemosyne had lost, they were always together. They had always had each other.


“Give me the cup, Pluto.”


Lethe spoke with a new determination as she stood up. Carefully letting Mnemosyne down to the ground, she looked at Pluto, then at the cup, before reaching out for it.


“Is this what you want, then?”

“....Yes.” Lethe's hand grasped the cup. “My sister didn't leave me when I went to venture beyond the door. So I won't leave my sister. We're together....forever.”


As Lethe went to drink the cup, however, she paused before touching the spout. She looked up at Pluto, a look of worry on her face.


“I....you will keep us together when we wake up, won't you?”

“...It's a promise.” To Lethe's surprise, Pluto smiled brightly. “I will make sure you stay together.”

“....Thank you.”


With that, Lethe drank from the cup. It left a bitter taste in her mouth, but when it went past her throat, the sensation was so amazing that Lethe felt as if she had drank the most heavenly thing. She looked at Pluto, and felt her eyes get heavier by the second. Quickly, with what consciousness she had left, she sat down next to her sister, waiting for the darkness to come over her. It came quickly, quicker for her than it did for her sister. But regardless, Lethe swore she had probably never slept better in her life as her mind finally folded into itself, and became quiet.


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Pluto looked down at the two as they slept. Her smile was that of a mother's looking at her children as she tucked them into their beds.


“Now.” She raised her staff, the Garnet Orb flashing brightly on top of the time staff. The two bodies began to float up from the ground, glowing brightly. “Now it finally begins.”



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